Wkend

Wkend is coming..or rather...its already here...

What shld I do over the wkend? No shopping cos money only comes in on Tues..bOo..

Go Ikea? as good as shopping..but been long time since I went actually..wanna get nice photo frame to put in ofc..put what photo leh? hMmz..

Cycling? Sure kena tease by colleagues on Mr D.. *bLush*

KTV? hMmz..muz go learn those new songs 1st..

I is so troublesome..

I is undecisive..

Bought chocolate chips to bake cookies..maybe on Sun, if i not going out..some ppl is going to get my 爱心 cookie.. =P

分岔路口

So suitable..tsk tsk tsk..


什么都别说再说只难过
难受之后不代表一切伤能带过
答应过的永远不成真
当初的承诺已不算什么
夜里吹的风冷进我怀中
不再有你的声音
不再拥有你心
明天我会怎样没人懂
时间真的有疗伤之用吗
看时间慢慢流出手心
看透你变了的心
如果已决定离我而去
把同情和不舍带走
站在回忆的分岔路口
是时候和你道别不再苦恼
你我之间的错与对
未来的日子只剩我一个人

Pissed

I am fucking angry with you..stupid bugger...

Dont you ever let me find out who you are..I will skin you alive..

Fucking get outta here and stop being irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mini Windmill

CommunicAsia 2007 is over..was expecting this wk to be a very bz bz wk cos 1 colleague is down on long term fever..another 1 on leave on 2 days and 1 day MC..1 more pratically work at expo at the exhibition site and the boss is running ard..but it was still ok..jus alot of things to do...but er..we survired..

Anyway..was at Communic On Wed, was walking ard and we walked past this Indian exhibitor booth..the booth was decorated with lotsa colourful mini/handheld/whatever u call that windmill..I was attracted to it and was looking at it with my small eyes..den 1 of the Indian mama jus stared and ask me if I am from the media...when I said no..he just turn away!! Rude bugger...

This another Indian exhibitor saw me...think he guessed that I wanted that windmill..so he jus took 1 and gave it to me..yippie...I took it..say thanks and happily walked away..machiam some little ger..my boss gave me that "why you holding that thing" look when I reach the Media Centre..haha..Haz was asking how come she dun haf..when she is jus standing next to me...oh well..I am cuter and I can do the Indian accent mah..dun be jealous.. =P

Grumpy

Been feeling very grumpy/grouchy/irritated the whole day..was not very productive today..not that I am very productive in normal days lah...but..well...you get what I mean..

But there are still toopid and irritating ppl who will appear infront of you when you are like very very moody? I got 1 in the ofc..who make me roll my eyes/wanna bang table/bang head against wall..so wanna use my fav line nowadays on her...IF SENSE IS SO COMMON..HW COME YOU DUN HAF ANY???

Need to call some ppl for an interview but all 3 nv on their phone..bring mobile phone than dun on..bring for wad? add weight to ur bag?cant understand this ppl..haix..i guess its just not my day lah..the buses that I wanna take when I am going hm jus *zOom* pass lidat..in the end..waited for some time b4 it came...even Haz said that we suay..

So..the mood for today is Grouchy - DNP and the quote for today is..if killing is legal..alot of ppl will die in my hand..

p.s. stop asking me what is DNP...it stands for Do Not Provoke..

男佣

Overheard this song 男佣 by 吴克群..Lyrics so funny and cute yet sweet..hee..anyone wanna be my 男佣??

Lyrics:

韩剧看太多
你最爱野蛮女友
巴掌巴不够
活该倒楣的是我
怕你哭怕你泪流
怕到朋友唾弃我
我只是你的男佣
路上车太多
司机老吴来接送
健身健不够
还要懂一点幽默
煮饭烧菜你不懂
洗衣擦地的粗活
全部都由我来做
不管你站着坐着趴着
我在你左右
如果你累了酸了瘫了
我帮你按摩
我做你的男佣
一天到晚上工
让你越过越轻松
不管你醒着睡着梦着
我在你左右
如果你气了哭了闷了
我帮你按摩
我是你的男佣
一周全年无休
让你越过越轻松
情话说太多
你嫌恶心又做作
假如说不够
你又嫌我爱不多
到底要我怎么做
拿本说明书给我
我只是你的男佣
不管你站着坐着趴着
我在你左右
如果你累了酸了瘫了
我帮你按摩
我做你的男佣
一天到晚上工
让你越过越轻松
不管你醒着睡着梦着
我在你左右
如果你气了哭了闷了
我帮你按摩
我是你的男佣
一周全年无休
让你越过越轻松
常常一一歪歪叽叽喳喳哔哔巴巴
念个不停就像女王
我也霹雳啪啦被你打个淅哩哗啦
逆来顺受为你投降
不管你站坐趴
我在你左右
如果你累酸瘫
我帮你按摩
我做你的男佣
一天到晚上工
让你越过越轻松
不管你醒着睡着梦着
我在你左右
如果你气了哭了闷了
我帮你按摩
我是你的男佣
一周全年无休
让你越过越轻松

Stupid

I wanted to get back to work..but........THE STUPID EMAIL IS DOWN!!

Not I dun want to work hor..

Random Stufff

Blogging in the ofc.. *eating snake*

I was trying to do my work ok..but the whole world is not picking up their phone..how to work lidat u tell me..damn it..

Last wk..everyone super duper bz and before we know it..it was already Fri..but not much work for this wk so most of us is like so free..time is like crawling loh..only bz in the morning..den after lunch time..all start asking each other..Oei...got things to let me do anot?

My poor feet has so many scars now..all from the 'kisses' of the heels..new shoes not season yet lah..but to look good..no choice mah..

Looking forward to end of the mth...PAY DAY..almost broke liao..there are so many ppl celebrating bdae in June. Money to pay for the present and the dining tgt is already terok..not to mention that I only got 4 day's pay last mth..Will dear God pls rain some money..den I wun haf to eat grass soon..can go Bintan somemore loh..haha..

Eating out for most days this wk..Mon was dinner with Jess and Von cos its Jess's bdae..Tue was Thai Express with Haz cos we 2 greedy lady was craving for it..I went home for dinner last nite and I got crappy food..hope the food tonight is better..anyone wanna bring me out for dinner? =P

Its Haz's bdae on Mon, she is collecting her cupcakes from Coffee Bean tmr during lunch and I will get a extra 1 cos I helped her order it.. =x We are going to The Balcony tmr nite for dinner and drinks..I made bookings already..hope it will be nice..

Okie...time to get back to work..another 1.5hrs.. *counting down*

Happy Birthday!!

Happy Birthday to my dearest dearest sister..I hope you like ur new toy we bought..

Yan jie..my dear sister cum best fren cum my everything...

The one who transform from a nerd 13yrs ago to a chiongster nw..who have been with me thru ups and downs..who share my happiness and my sadness..who provide tissues and a shoulder to lean on when I cry..who talks to me on the phone for hrs when I need some1 to talk to..who stands up for me..who gives advices when I am confused..who tahan my nonsense..who endure my constant nagging..who put up with my bad temper..who is forever so crazy...who makes me duno to be angry or laugh at times..who is always clumsy..who accompany me to satisfied my craving and the list go on and on and on..

I feel like tearing when I am typing this..aw..you are truely a friend..thou what I mentioned above sounds like what a women will tell her husband..but you did that all with our best hungry fren..I am grateful and you can be sure that I will do the same for you too..

Ah Yan..be rest assured that I will still be clinging onto you like koala bear..sticking to you like erm..gLue?following you like ur shadow and never let you go...

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU!!! *puke and hair stand*

幸福双人床

The previous show on Chn 8...

very meaningful and show..nice theme song too..



一张双人床
两个人的剧场
快乐和感伤
同一时间亮相
他不够浪漫
她有太多幻想
当恨起对方
所有的好全都遗忘

相爱的双方
像海洋和沙滩
不能完全占有
却更离不开对方
他渴望温柔
她需要宽厚肩膀
虽然有时想得太理所当然

幸福并不只有单一的答案
争吵可能是其中必备的一项
爱如潮汐涨落中
惊喜不断
关键在于你怎么去欣赏

别让双人床中间隔着孤单
多想想换成对方有什么期盼
没有人天生就对爱情擅长
幸福双人床两个人才温暖

Ending Song

Ms Alyssa Watt

My dear ger..

8yrs of friendship and still going strong..never regret knowing you and the other 3 till today. 2yrs down the road, ard this time..we shall celebrate our 10yrs anniversary k..

I went thru ur down period with you few months ago and I am really glad that you are happy once again now. Stay positive and you know I am there whenever you need to complain and whine..

Thank You for being there for me too..even thou you are not with me in person..but you are always gossiping with me in ofc everyday..keeping me occupied...what would i do w/o you?MSN will be so quiet...haha...

I hope the miracle you want will happen tmr k...I am keeping my finger cross for you and I wanna be the 1st person in the grp to know if the miracle do happen ah..

Lastly, I wanna wish you a happy happy birthday..enjoy tmr!! *Lotsa hugs and kisses*

Tears of a Clown

Now if there's a smile on my face,
it's only there tryin' to fool the public,
but when it comes down to foolin' you;
Now honey, that's quite a different subject.

But don't let my glad expression
give you the wrong impression.
Really I'm sad.
Oh, sadder than sad.
You're gone and I'm hurtin' so bad.
Like a clown I pretend to be glad.

(Chorus)
Now there's some sad things known to man,
but ain't too much sadder than
the tears of a clown
when there's no one around.

Oh yea, baby....

Now if I appear to be carefree,
it's only to camouflage my sadness.
In order to shield my pride I try
to cover this hurt with a show of gladness.

But don't let my show convince you
that I've been happy since you
decided to go.
Oh, I need you so.
I'm hurt and I want you to know
But for others I put on a show.

(Chorus)
There's some sad things known to man,
but ain't too much sadder than
the tears of a clown
when there's no one around.

Just like Pagliacci did,
I try to keep my suface hid.
Smiling in the public eye
But in my lonely room I cry
the tears of a clown
when there's no one around.

Oh yea baby,

Lost..

Nothing can be better than last time..

Somehow..I jus cant get you out of my mind and heart..

Things might look good on the surface..BUT...its only on the surface..

I am like a clown who puts on a smile all day but no one notice the tears in my heart ..

Its Time

Promised that I will blog...so here I am..

Mummy have been sponsoring my purchases for the past few wks...bought shoes and bags and clothes for work..hee..nw..i need to go consult some IT expert abt my modem..cos I have been bring the ofc laptop back hm so that i can finish up wadever work i haf..but i cant connect to the internet cos my modem is not wireless and the toopid cheapo modem can only support 1 machine to surf at a time...looks like I need to spend money again...aRgh..

Work have been gd..started work on 25/05..everything have been ok for the past 1 week..nice boss...friendly colleagues..understanding client (erm) ..every1 in the ofc is fun and CRAZY..making fun...teasing...matchmaking..photoshop-ping..everything that helps destress and bring fun..

Working part is still ok...everything is what I am always doing jus that e nature of the clients are diff..so I need more practise on the diff style of writing and stuff..getting use to it already..so it shldnt be a big prob..looking forard to 25/08..hee..

Everything abt work is jus great (up to tis pt)..if I have to complain..maybe its the travelling part..takes me 45mins to travel to Kallang and I dun haf str8 bus back hm..other than that...I am gd..now is waiting for pay..den need to save up and repay my debts..

Life is ok ever since I got my BLue BLue and the job..2 major wish is fulfilled..ntg to complain abt..Haz got me tempted into getting E61i cos she is changing her phone and both of us like E61i..keke..can check emails and edit stuff when we are not at our desk...the num of emails coming in everyday is so freaking shocking..goes up to 100s..big headache siaz..but my phone is still pretty new..so thinking if i shld jus get a blackberry..think Haz will say : get E61i lah..same with me...den we can haf new phone" =P

To whoever is that who have been very kind to remind me that I have a failed r/s..thanks...but I am constantly reminded of it so save the trouble ya..

Lastly, some1 told me this: One never give fair advice if he/she dunno the real situation..the advicer listens to one side of the story and advice..the advice is not totally fair cos he/she did not listen to the other side of the story..and you duno/understand the other party..you may be sub-consciously baised toward the person w/o knowing it (we know hw some ppl go like..no lah..why wld i be baised towards him/her)..you are jus advicing based on what you think or what its shld be..however..things are diff with a diff situation..so....you can console...you can gif suggestion but pls refrain from advicing unless you are sure that the advice you gave is fair to both party...I guess this is the reason y some ppl dun wish to comment when things happen..cos they know that they are not being fair when they advice.. tsk tsk...